leaving on a jet plane... again!

back in Melb

::pic of my room ceiling back home in singapore. just feel that this pic represents how i feel and the situation that i'm in right now::
i'm a little late in updating this blog of mine.
was pretty busy the last few days before flying back to melbourne.
yup, i'm back in Melbourne.
3rd year, here i come!!!
well, i'm still pretty much in a holiday mood...
i'm already missing my late nights in singapore!!!
late night supper, late night movies, late night outings...
and late night mc donald's delivery!!!
i hope to do really well for this coming year.
i wana give my all and excel.
cant wait to be back in singapore for good.
cos i'm missing everyone already!



::my air ticket and the bar counter at the Raffles Silver Lounge::
i love travelling in style!
i'm fortunate to be able to travel on Raffles class aboard Sinagpore Airline.
just before boarding my flight,
was chilling at the Raffles Silver Lounge.
not all that fun though cos i was travelling alone.
but at least travelling back in comfort was more than i could ask for.


::me at the Raffles Silver Lounge. wat's the point if i'm here without the company of friends? this only proves that having money is nothing compared to having family and friends::


how's chinese new year for everyone?
how much have you guys collected from the red packets
you received over this festive season?
had a good time catching up with relatives?
for me, it's kind of a bittersweet ocassion.
chinese new year is a time for me to meet up
with my relatives, some of whom i get to
meet only once a year.
it's always nice catching up with them.
we have the yearly gambling and movie outings.
and yes, i do look forward to the red packets.
but once the celebration is over,
it''s time for me to pack my bags
and jet off to Melbourne... again.
i've been doing this for the past 2 years now,
and i'm glad this is my last year in Melbourne.
i will greatly miss everyone in singapore, family and friends.
i could say that this holiday has been one of the best times i had so far.
and i hope that the fun would never cease.




::pic taken at Chinatown after the chinese new year countdown::
during the eve of chinese new year,
fauz, suping and i went to Chinatown for the countdown.
we had a lot of fun there.
the fireworks, the fire crackers, the crowd...
after the countdown, we went over to the pasar malam
for some night shopping.
as expected, it was packed with people!
we could barely walk...
and could barely see the merchandises...
when we reached the crossroad,
we were caught up in the crowd for close to 10 minutes.
it was too congested.


::fireworks at the stroke of midnight::


::fauz and i waiting excitedly for the fireworks::


::suping and i after the firwork. very messy and dirty...::


::the crowd leaving the area after the countdown. the road was closed for the event::


::it's time for a smoke break by the road side::


::thai coconuts!!! they are so enjoying it::


::the three of us posing proudly with our coconuts! fauz can never stop sucking his coconut...::


::the crowd just never subsides! damn packed....::


::pic of Backstage at Chinatown::
after much squeeze and pushing,
we found refuge at Backstage,
a gay pub in the heart of Chinatown.
the last time i went there was many years back.
nothing has really changed since.
and i like it the way it is.
we smoked, drank beer, chatted, watched mtv channel,
taking photos while waiting for the crowd to subside.
Backstage is a nice place indeed.
and i'll definitely go back again when i'm back.
(and yes, i'm very aware of the kind of crowd the place attracts)
we decided to hit the streets again.
we bought food along the way,
bought some intricate and beautiful chinese paper cuts,
and bumped into a celebrity whom i seriously couldnt be bothered.
once we were done with Chinatown,
we made a quick stop to Bencoolen Street,
as suping wanted to visit the temple there.
and once that is done,
we headed over to my beloved Simpang Bedok for supper!
all in all, i had a lot of fun!


::my lovely Pussycat dolls' video playing on mtv channel at Backstage::


::view of Chinatown from the balcony of Backstage::


::the crazy crowd... and the pride flag as well :) ::


::the temple at Bencoolen Street::





::a cut out for my birthday. so sweet of your guys!!!
as some of you might know,
my birthday just passed.
it was a day before i left for Melbourne.
yeah, it was kind of a rush and i wished i had more time
to sink in and enjoy my birthday celebration.
but i guess i should count my blessings,
and be happy that at least, i was able to spend my birthday
with a bunch of really good friends and family. :)
i love you guys!
it was so unexpected.
it was touching.
it was so sweet of you guys.
a mini private surprise party was wat i need
before i embark on my last year in melbourne.
thanks you so much guys!
i would like to thank fauz and rain for planning it
behind my back. i seriously had absolutely no idea!
and yesh, thank you fauz for your home-made durian cake!
i cant believe it turned out so tasty!!! and the bag! i so love the bag!!!
i'm definitely gona use it for school!
thanks rain for the awesome cd and my precious Pussycat Dolls dvd!!! love it!
wana thank suping, najib, david, boshen and khairul
for being there and doing the videos! it was awesome!
wana thank jeremiah and jenn!!! it was so sweet of you guys!
wana thank gaz and idil for the gifts as well!
you guys didnt have to get me anything.
last but not least, all those who remembered my birthday
and sms or called me at midnight. thanks!!!


::me cutting the durian birthday cake that fauz made for me::


::fauz posing to the camera::



::najib posing like madonna... like a diva::
after the surprise party,
we head over to Tantric for some drinks
before heading over to St James.
St James was jam packed that night!
but it was fun!
met my dearest sham there, who has the same birthday as i do! :)
happy birthday to us!!!
all in all, i had a great birthday. :)
thanks again everyone!


::mass orgy?! er.... i'll pass...::


>St James was pack pack pack....::


::fauz and suping posing... not!::


::we are very bo liao...::


::the trio tryin to look cool... hey we are cool! haaa!::


::definitely a hell of a night! the trio resting outside St James::


::more pics?! my gawd... i damn shagged can... :) ::



i can feel a change in me.
somehow, somewhere, inside me,
i can feel some form of growth.
there's a whole new me forming inside me.
like an alter ego, like a twin, like a reflection...
yet when i look into the mirror,
i still see the same me...
i cant tell a difference.
not even the slightest of it.
i touch my face, brush my hair, bite my lips...
i place my wet hand on the mirror,
and stare right back at me.
i feel i'm still me but then...
i'm not sure how to describe it.
but i can just feel it.
i'm not sure if it's good or bad.
but i can just feel it happening.
i see a grin in the mirror.
i can feel it.


i noticed that, besides the usual perverted old men,
i tend to attract guys who are shorter than me and are smokers.
and i noticed that somehow, besides the usual asshole jerks,
i tend to fall for guys who are smokers and have a way with words.
but what i really like in a guy?
sincerity.
and then the usual loving, honest, sweet and funny.
but for now, it'll just be me, me and me.
and of course my family and friends. :)




::fauz playing with his fan he got from a wedding earlier on in the day::
shopping at Mustafa Centre at 2am can be really enjoyable!
went there with fauz and suping.
had so much fun going through the perfume section, dvds section,
watches section and of cos... FOOD SECTION!!!
we bought food and once everything has been paid for,
headed over to fauz's place for supper and a Heroes marathon.
all thanks to fauz for cooking for us. :)


::fauz and suping walking thru the food section::


::yesh yesh fauz... very sexy indeed::


::let's shop!::


::we are just taking our time browsing through everything::


::fauz and suping just cant decide wat to get::



>fauz and i at Arab Street smoking sheesha::
went for another session of sheesha along Arab Street.
fauz, najib and david were there.
the service was awfully terrible though.
but all in all, it was still fun. :)


::david and najib chilling::


::pic of fauz::


::fauz and i posing for the camera!::




::khairul and i chilling
"it takes 4 hands to clap."
"infinity plus 1."
"one one!'
it may not make any sense to others,
but it definitely makes clear sense to you.
you'll always have a very special place in my heart.
hold on to your promises as i'll be holding on to mine.
take excellent care of yourself cos you mean the world to me.
this 'spongy' here says "all good things doesnt have to come to an end."

other things i did since the last entry

::went to watch Babel with fauz and suping::


::went to Simpang Bedok after the movie. did you know that the shop wa playing American Pie 3 on the plama screen?! it was weird becos they were showing topless girls in public. ::


::suping kena snap shot again at Simpang Bedok::


::can you guess who's feet do they belong to? no prize for guessing it right though... anyway, they belong to sabrina, suping and fauz. we were at City Hall smoking...::


::rain in the foreground and fauz at the backgroud smoking. we were chilling at mc donald's after our movie. we watched Dreamgirls. damn nice!!! anyway, it was fun that night!::


::more pics taken that night with rain and fauz::


::rain getting her hair cut by my hair stylist, faye::


::khairul posing with his little cute figurine. both rain and khairul were teasing behind me while i was getting my hair cut... even my hairstylist, faye was laughing... ::


::faye and i. gona miss ya girl!::


::idil dropped by Tanah Merah to pass me my birthday present. vanessa came by as well. thanks guys for taking time off. and idil, i appreciate the gift ya. it doesnt matter what you get for me. it's the thought that counts. and i'm saying this to everyone too.::

other pics i think are worth posting

these pics were taken with my Sony Ericsson K800i. it's really a fantastic camera phone! i like!


::took this pic during the countdown celebration at CHinatown. this pic shows the stage. i really like this pic a lot::


::took this pic just outside my house early in the morning. love the colours::


::one of my favourite pics.this pic shows my mum's flowers growing in her garden. took it during the morning of the second day of chinese new year::


::pic of my dad's car. also took this during the second day of chinese new year::


::was experimenting with my K800i. pic of Singapore's CBD::


::this pic was taken at my playground during sunset::


::chinese new year decorations at Marina Square::




::pic of me packing my stuff and moving over to my new apartment. i look damn tired. xianli and i spent about 6 hours moving our things over to the new apartment...::
i wana take this time to thank everyone who made my year end holiday a blast.
it wouldnt be so much fun without you guys!!!

lipei,
thanks for everything! you made 2006 such a great and fun year for me.
thanks for everything in malaysia as well! i had so much fun!
i love you so much and you'll always have a special place in my heart!

fauz,
thanks for being there for me all the time.
you are my soulmate and i cannot live without you.
thanks for bearing with my tantrums.
i know how hard it is to cater to a little prince like me.
i'll miss you so much!

rain,
you are my best friend and i wana say thank you for
everything that you've done for me for these past 9 years...
damn... we are growing old... haa!
take care alright. will miss you terribly!
cant wait to hang out with you again when i get back.

gaz,
thanks for being so patience with me.
you are a great friend. thanks for always looking out for me.
you really know how to take care of me.
thanks for the cake and the present as well!!!

jenn,
you are always so sweet and kind.
it's always so much fun hanging with you .
take care of yourself ya. i know you are strong.
dun ever let anyone put you down ya.
thanks for your gifts as well :)

boshen,
knowing you for 9 years, you have become a brother to me.
you are always silent but i know that you are always on a look out for me.
thanks for everything. gona miss you!

suping,
it was so much fun hanging out with you!
all our crazy antics...
gona miss your company! thanks for everything as well!
see ya when i get back ya!

jeremiah,
thanks for the message!
i repect what you are doing and
continue to serve God and society with passion.
take care and will see you when i get back.

khairul,
it was so fun and enjoyable hanging out with you.
thanks for all that you've done for me.
no words could describe how i feel.
take care and i cant wait to go back and see you!
"one one"!!!
say hi to "Q" for me!

idil,
take care of yourself ya.
be yourself and stay strong always.
wana thank you for everything.
will catch up with you when i get back ya!
keep in touch!

sham,
hey hey my friend!
pls pls pls take care of yourself.
just so you know, it does worry me a lot
when you are not in the best of health.
and yeah, i'll miss you very much!
see ya when i get back!

kenny,
so sorry i couldn't meet ya this time round.
i really really wanted to!!! you can ask fauz!!!
i was planning something but i had no time....
so sorry...
i'll make it up to you when i get back ok!
dinner's on me!!! for sure!

johan,
be a good boy ya! haa!
i'm glad that i could be of a listening ear to you.
thanks for being a great friend.
take care of yourself.
life is full of ups and downs, but you'll learn
to see the bright side of life. :)


and to the rest of my friends whom i have not mention,
thanks a million! :)

a snakey week

my love

::me being entangled by my dearest mussels and kupang!::
it seems that i've been so comfortable
with my single status that i've totally
forgotten of that one day when couples
proclaim to each other of their undying love....
valentine's day.
a day of roses, chocolates and loads of sweet nothings,
a day when male chauvinistic pigs magically transform into gentlemen,
a day when singles love to hate,
a day when singles desperately go look for a date,
a day when dateless people calls it "friendship day"...
as for me, it's will just be a normal wednesday.
and i like it that way. :)



::pic taken along Arab Street::
a huff, and a puff, and i smoke that grape-flavoured sheesha away!
who would have thought smoking sheesha was gona be that fun!
it was my first time, and you can call me "shua gu" for all i care...
but i really enjoyed myself.
and it wouldnt have been that fun without the
fabulous company of fauzi, suping and sabrina!
sitting on the carpet along arab street never felt so good.
laughing, joking, smoking, singing, taking photos, stoning...
it really felt like i was in heaven.
a huff, and a puff, and we smoked till the break of dawn...


::fauz demonstrating how to... suck the sheesha::


::suping sure knows how to relax::


::me smoking sheesha::


::sabrina and suping showing off their Stella Macartney Adidas clothes::


::more pics taken at Arab Street::


::pic of suping and sabrina::


::another pic taken at Arab Street::


::fauz's abandoned havaianas on the pavement::



::the collage of pens that were being collected for the event::
project vibrant colours was a success.
and fauz appeared on TV!!!
he was interviewed in the news!! :)
good job fauz!
for that i shall sing you your superstar anthem:
"i duno wat it is, that makes me feel like this,
i duno who you are, but you must be some kind
of superstar!!!!"
haw haw haw...


::pics of the pen collage::


::some schools took effort to make their own collage, like this peace sign::


::nice heart shaped collage::


::a beautiful pen collage::


::rain's funny looking tortoise-shaped horn::


::pic of East Coast Park::



::one of my banners at East Coast Park::
to see my designs in the news,
to see my logo being blown up on the stage,
to see students wearing tshirts bearing my logo,
to see my banner and posters hanging up high for the public to see...
two words... overwhelming, satisfying.
i want my designs to inspire and motivate people.
i want my designs to touch and captivate people.
i want my designs to have an impact on those who sees them.
that's the reason why i'm doing what i'm doing... designing.
i hope my future works would continue to do just that,
possibly even more, and touch even more lives.




::sham and i at Changi General Hospital::
i'll pray for the pain to go away.
i'll pray for your fast recovery.
i'll pray you'll get back on your feet,
never to use the clutches again.
i'll pray...
making sure you'll get well soon my friend.

going to hospitals is always depressing.
i know many feel the same.
as i walk through the ward,
i reframe from looking at the other patients.
the sicken face,
the painful expression,
the moaning cries,
the sadden look on the faces of their family members...
it's too much for me to bear.
i just wish they wouldnt have to go thru so much pain....
and yet my mum deals with such patients everyday.
i respect and admire her for that.

::my mum and i::




::suping, fauz and i goofying ard IKEA... just so you know, mr snakey, mrs snakey, mussels, kupang, meow and meow, are the names of our snakes. and if you didnt know, "kupang" means mussels... so yeah, the names of my 2 snakes are mussels and mussels... lame i know...::

hello mr snakey, hello mrs snakey.
how do you do, mussles? how do you do, kupang?
nice to meet you, meow! nice to meet you, meow!
when fauz, suping and dylan go to IKEA...
expect the unexpected...
fear the fearless...
be fooled by the foolish...
er... then again.... (-_-)"
we walked around the huge IKEA at Tampines,
browsing through beds and chairs and wardrops and lightings...
only to purchase 5 snakes in the end...
and they are not even funiture to begin with...
we did have dinner at the cafe though,
which was awesome i must add.
supper at simpang bedok after that only
made the day even better than it already was.
i ate a lot that day.
thank God i have high metabolism. dun hate me! haw haw haw...



::fauz and suping "trying out" the comfort of the beds::


::both of them acting blur on the sofa-beds. watch too much little britain already::


::you've watched snakes on the plane. but have you watch snakes on a shopping cart?::


::ooohhh... stacks and stacks of furniture...::


::suping and her snakes. another satisfied customer::


::argh! so KAWAII!!!::



::the food's awesome at Indulgence::
finally caught up with rain and jeremiah.
love hanging out with them.
always a pleasure.
always a must.
always... late. i'm blaming it on traffic!!!
we went to Indulgence, a restaurant opposite Bugis Junction, for dinner.
food's fantastics and the interior is classy.
expect to pay generously, but it sure is worth it.
after which, we went over to Starbucks, Bugis Junction, for coffee and
a game of watever-the-name-of-the-game-is.
just wana say i love the both of you man!
rain, we so hafta meet up more often.
miss the good old times when we always hung out together and just lepak.
but i guess as we grow older and have other commitments like work and stuff,
it only makes it harder to find time to do the things we wana do.
but just so you know, you'll always have a special place in my heart.
that is without a doubt.


::pics of Indulgence::


::just so you know, rain hates to take pics! she's always covering her face. jeremiah attempts to take a proper photo with her... he failed...::


::my attempt to snap a face pic of rain.... i failed::


::fine, i'll rather take with jeremiah::


::at Starbucks playing cards. finally took a pic of rain's face... but i know she'll hate me if i posted it up.... i love you rain!!! dun hate me!!!! so yeah... that explains the cute face cover-up::




::the pendant that faye gave to me::
all i ever wanted from her was a fabulous hair cut...
not only did my hair stylist did just that,
she bought me a beautiful pendant as well.
a sliver cross from Perlini's Silver.
it was so unexpected.
never would i expect my celebrity hair stylist
to buy me gifts.
you're amazing faye!!!
always making me feel like a prince.




::me and my precious SKL ciggie::
erm... how do i put this...
yesh... i will cut down on my smoking...
but then again, it's not like i'm a heavy smoker...
i'm a social smoker!
right fauz?!! hmmm....
i'm addicted to SKL cherry menthol...


::smoking is bad for you kids! take it from us. look at how uncool we are::

my week so far...

spongy!

::me hugging the spongebob toy that jenn bought for me::
it has been a busy week.
there were things to do,
places to go,
people to meet.
met some new faces,
met some old.
but all's well and couldnt be better.



::i was asked to design the poster for project vibrant colours. the poster has gone throught many changes... at one point i was so fed up with the demands i screamed at fauz. but i'm happy with the final result. definitely learned a lot along the way . what do you guys think of it?::
first and foremost,
PROJECT VIBRANT COLOURS.
if you guys are free for the weekends,
do come and attend this charity event.
for this project,
i was tasked to design the logo, poster, 2 banners and the flyers.


::this is the logo i designed for project vibrant colours. the reason i volunteered to design for them is because the initial design they came out with was... erm... frankly... FUGLY... i cant stand bad design... and i wanted people to have a good first impression of the project. having a strong and well designed logo would definitely help heaps. they wanted a flame, so i made the human figures look like flames.::
it's my first real-life assignment,
and i'm doing it pro-bono.
tough and demanding....
stressful and frustrating...
satisfying and fullfilling...
doing it again anytime soon? i doubt it...
for all the hard work that's been put in,
pls come and support us.



::the guys playing pool::
how long has it been?
2? no, more like 3 years? has it been this long?
nothing much has changed,
or at least from what i could possibly remember.
the tasty aroma, the sizzling sound of prata frying,
the sight of soccer playing on the tv screens,
people chatting and laughing away...
much resembles my beloved simpang bedok,
but the stretch of bukit timah would always be distance and foreign to me.
i remember my good old army days when i would drop by
bukit timah during nights off for a scrumptious meal.
yes scrumptious, becos camp food will always be repulsive and nauseous.
sham was the reason i endured a 45min mrt ride down to clementi,
where we hopped onto a cab to bukit timah.
it was nice catching up with sham.
making it a point whenever i'm back.
after our meal, after everyone had gathered, and after we were done talking,
we proceeded on to a game of pool.
pool, a game based solely on skills... and most of the time on luck as well...
i am never really good at it even though i love the game
and used to spend nights playing with friends.
the feeling of hitting the ball into the hole... simply orgasmic!
the feeling of trashing your opponent... simply empowering!
the feeling of mistakenly hitting the black ball in... simply priceless!
the night ended with a drink with abang and damien,
and a nice long ride back home by abang.
thanks sham for the lovely night.



::jenn and i at coffee club::


::boshen and i at coffee club::
i've always enjoyed the company of jenn.
she makes me feel important, loved and treasured.
i could never ask for more.
met up with her and boshen on wednesday.
dinner at Hongkong cafe, cineleisure,
followed by coffee at coffee club, beside california fitness.
i love that particular outlet.
i could never find an explanation for its effects on me.
relaxing, therapeutic, calm, refresh...
might be the rich tasting coffee...
might be the mist-spraying fans...
might be the surrounding ambience...
might be the fun-loving company...
whatever it may be,
sitting there with jenn and boshen was relaxing.
it relaxes my mind and body
and for a moment in time, feeling at peace...
as we sat there, we reminisce the good old days in secondary school.
i guess that happens a lot when you're ard frens who've been with
you for more than 8 years.
and no matter how many times we bring it up,
it's never a bore, never an old topic.
what jenn says is true, "memories are one of the greatest gift from God".
i would like to add that friends play a major role in creating that great memory.
i'm fortunate to have friends like them.
"it's not the quantity but the quality that matters".
cliche it may be, but it's ever so true.
that evening was fabulous.
thanks jenn for the spongebob pillow!
hope you guys enjoyed the forfit i did becos i was fashionably late... :)


::thanks again jenn, for the the spongebob pillow! i like!!!::


::the jap restaurant along Katong::
family time is always important.
i make sure i make myself free for any family function.
that friday evening, we had a guys-only outing at this japanese restaurant along Katong.
mum couldnt make it as she had a wedding dinner to attend.
our gain, her loss.
the food... awesome!
love it, love it, love it!
love the interior decor as well.
somehow i hear someone screaming "j-pop!" to my ears...
am i really that of a j-pop fanatic?! (-_-)"


::my dad checking out the restaurant... he looks kinda cute here::


::my brother and i. we dun look alike, do we?::



::gaz and i in sahir's car, just driving around::
a drive ard singapore follow by supper at Simpang Bedok?
count me in!!!
it was 2am when i met gaz, sheda and sahir.
before that i was having dinner with fauz.
supper was... overwhelming...
ordered heaps of food, making me look like a glutton...
black pepper roti john, mash potato, plaster with ikan curry,
kanbeng soup with roti, tei o ice....
did i mention that was only my serving?
after eating, we head over to sheda's place.
spiral and lala were there to greet us.
both of them are gorgeous!
just wishing and hoping and praying i'll have a cat just like them.
it was close to 6am by the time i left their place.
but i had a great time with them. :)


::food i ordered at Simpang Bedok::


::sheda and gaz::


an eventful sunday.
i only managed to sleep for a couple of hours after coming back
from sheda's place before meeting up with fauz.
we were planning to go toy-shopping at the flea market at China Square.
as we entered the complex, we were greeted to.. none other than toys!!!
toys galore!!!
shower me with toys!!!
a paradise filled with nothing but toys!!!
my eyes wide open,
my heart pounds fiercely,
as i stretch out my hands,
it's only toys that i reach....
er... hmmm...getting a little carried away...
so the afternoon was spent shopping away.



::St James Powerhouse::
when day turns to night,
the animal within is unleashed.
sham was ever so kind to get invites for us.
the hunting ground? St James Powerhouse.
a fun night indeed.
didnt expect to see so many familiar faces.
hidayat, my camp mate, was one i didnt expect.
a kiss to the left, a kiss to the right and a kiss to the center.
that's code word for "my gawd!!! i'm so happy to see you!!!
i cant believe you are here!!!"
the music was awesome, the crowd was fabulous,
and we danced like there was no tomorrow.
thanks guys for making it such a great night.



::guys dancing on the podium::


::snap shot::


::more pics i took that night::


::chilling outside after clubbing::


::fauz and i waiting for the cab::



::pic taken at JB::
gaz and i made a last minute trip to JB.
though it was short, we made the most of it.
he bought dvds, while i bought some ciggies....
i'm addicted to SKL!!!
after which, we had some food nearby before heading back.
no fuss, no muss. :) i like.
personally, i'll never buy a pirated dvd... unless it's anime.
maybe cos when i'm in australia, i'm always buying original dvds...
i duno...
somehow i feel i dun own the movie if i buy pirated ones...
somehow... looking at the crappy pirated dvd cover makes me
loose interest in the movie....


::food!::


::gaz and i, while waiting for our food to come::


::a satisfied gaz...::




::this piece of xiao long pao was left untouched on the table... till it got harden... and started to grow fungi...::
on wednesday 31st jan,
met up with jenn and boshen again.
and this time round, ah bee was able to join us.
her humour... unbeatable, leathel and unmercyful.
just love the jokes she cracks!
and i think she can be my smoking kaki in the group.
both of us smoked so much that day.... bad...
anyway it was my first time eating at this chinese restaurant.
i'm not so much of a lets-go-eat-dim-sum kinda guy.
so i had no idea what to order, or how to order...
"er.... can i have this?" *point to the pic*
"nice or not ah?" *looking at the waitress with a blur look"
"what is xiao long bao? is it big? must share one is it?" *trying to search for the pic on the menu*
i was clueless....
i am hopeless....
went to starbucks after that.
this time, i knew exactly what i wanted.
"can you get me a cup of latte?
make sure it's in a take-away cup!!!
tall size hor... thank you." *looking really tense*
i was trying too hard...
i am hopeless...


::jenn, ah bee and i at the chinese restaurant::






::more pics taken at Starbucks::

misc pics i took throughout the week:

::fauz and i after watching The Illustionist::


::edil doing his assignment at my place::


::edil and i behind Coffee Club::


::mum driving::


::me enjoying a nice cup of coffee and taking in the surroundings at Coffee Club::

i'm loving my new sony ericsson K800i camera phone!
still have a lot more photos to upload...
no time...

it was late one night,
i was feeling emo.
so i wrote this crap:
without hesitation i raised my foot and moved it forward.
i couldnt care less where my foot would land.
be it solid ground or empty space,
seeing you in front of me was enough to risk my all.
i never learn.
my emotions control me and i feel like such a fool.
i clench my fists,
and fall to my knees,
wishing my heart would bleed and stop.
why wouldn't you look at me and say those words?
why wouldn't you take my hands and place it close to your heart?
why wouldn't you touch my face and wish this would never end?
i close my eyes,
and lay on the floor,
wondering if you'll ever feel the same.
i've learned that there are desires in life that are unattainable.
wanting to have better looks.
wanting to be more intelligent.
wanting to have a smooth sailing life .
wanting me to be in your life.