scattered hopes...

walls caving in,
and i can hardly breathe...

today was horrible.
nothing seemed to go as planned...
i started my day early thinking that
the early bird would catch the worm...
unfortunately it was meer wishful thinking.
xianli, lipei and i went to meet up with jenny,
who, btw is in charge of the apartments...
before getting to talk to her, both of them left,
as they have classes,
leaving me to do all the negotiating...
which i'm actually fine with it.
however our plans falled thru...
it seems ARROW on SWANSTON takes no
resposibilities in finding us a new house mate.
they could only help by providing us contacts
to possible tenants... argh!!!
i had to made 3 phone calls, hoping one of
them would move in.
desperate, stress, worn out....
one of them managed to come for a visit.
he was nice, and he'll contact me by the end of this week.
i hope it's good news for the 3 of us...
we have by the 23rd of march to find a new house mate...
if not....
desperate, stress, worn out...

and if things could not get any worse,
my phone line is still not up.
technician was missing in action,
and the maintainace guy could do nothing about it.
angry, disappointed, worn out...
several phone calls were made in intervals...
hoping, just hoping the technician would appear...
but i was left unattended...
by 6pm, i made my final phone call.
verdict: sorry, but we are not sure when the
technician would be available... possibly tomorrow...
furious, crashed, worn out...

the day seemed extremely long...
time seemed to have come to a stop...
why isnt it moving?!
dun stop! not at a time like this...
i lay on my bed as i couldnt take in everything around me...
i can't believe i have 1 more year to go...
and to think that school's only starting tomorrow....
argh... spare me...
but with all that, i can only confine it to myself...
is anyone even hearing wat i'm saying?
lonely, restless, worn out...

wake up to a better day tomorrow?
i wish....